Have you ever had a thought that kept evolving?

I'm supposed to be calling a friend, but it's 1:00 am where he is and I have a feeling that he's sleeping. I just felt like sharing a story. Um, a lot of you know that I had some sexual issues with my boyfriend. Yeah, I didn't leave a lot left to the imagination in that blog, but I remember one time we were having sex and the pain was terrible. I hated it and he could tell, so he said,

"Why don't you think about something else to get your mind off of it? Think happy thoughts."

"I can't." I said to him,

"Yes you can, we should both enjoy this,"

So I started thinking about a lot of random things...

I thought about Jordan, but all I could think about was how much of a whore he used to be and the thought of him sleeping with my boyfriend made me angry.I thought about Nate, but I got disgusted with myself for thinking about my friends during sex. So then I started thinking about my parents which was even creepier. Then I thought about having kids one day and well because lots of people use sex as a form of reproduction, I figure that wasn't that bad. Then I started thinking about Terry's daughter, and then this came out while I was riding him:

"What was your daughter's name again? I forgot."

"I really don't want to discuss my daughter while I'm inside you?"

"Oh yeah that's right sorry." I said,

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Oh and the I'm not sure if I told you guys that the Atlanta Braves thing came up. I know who his ex is and he said he can get us in a Braves game if I want. Terry doesn't really want to see him though. I promised I wouldn't tell a soul though. I was like "Terry, it's Atlanta, 97% of the city is gay!"